Open your heart to the truth. Allow your mind to explore what is really happening and what you can do next. Don't live a lie.
You got ready, aimed for the target, but you didn't fire. Why not? Don't be afraid to make mistakes. It's one of the best ways to learn. People with astonishing talent or skill aren't born with it; they have practised and refined these abilities over hundreds of hours and through thousands of mistakes. Don't waste another hour; get started and make some mistakes along the way.
Your working environment matters. Give yourself a mental boost by making it more friendly and visually stimulating.