You are attracted to intelligence and wisdom today. Clever books, people and ideas will appeal to you.
Life can be frustrating. Sometimes the universe gives with one hand and takes with the other. Don't be discouraged by this, as it's simply a universal truth; there must always be balance, because balance is what brings harmony into our lives. We all have our ups and downs. Just be glad that you've had some great ups recently, and be even happier that you're a very intelligent person who is capable enough to handle the downs with poise and hard work.
It's perfectly fine to directly target a company that you would like to work for. Often, their websites list positions available that have not yet been advertised in other places.